my throat hurst

Hi guys!
How are you all doing!?
I am reallt depressed lately because at school I dont have anyfriends... not that i dont talk to anyone or something like that, i have my group of "friends" whith who I stay at school but they give me the feeling they only are with me because they feel sorry for me, they more or less ignore me, never want to meet me outside school, etc... and it huts me a lot, it makes me wanna quit school but im not going to because im stronger, i wont show them my weakness!!
Beside I feel horrible I am getting a bit "sick", my throat huts so much omg i cant eat properly because swaloing hurts so much and talking also, so now im living on Angileptol and it works while im having them and 30 after them.. and im getting addicted to them because they taste good, so when i feel good again it wil be hard to quit hahaha

Im very very VERY exited for Saturday because im going to make a romantic dinner for my parents, and you will have to wait till Sunday for the resoults hihih :)

Lots of kisses, M.